SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME♥

hello hello! hahaha
its saturday:D like my only free day till the end of the year:D feels good though staying at home:D
i don't know i just enjoy the feeling of freedom:D though i would say i am really really DEAD with like nothing completed and like still loads and loads to do.

there's like HOMEWORK (loads and loads of chinese), then there's christmas presents, and then there's like birthday presents and then there's IPO. and apart from all of that, there's like all the other stuff that i should be doing like helping out in the house, packing my room, doing my craft projects, revising my work, trying to improve my chinese.

AHAHA. the list goes on forever. but i guess everything in life is about choices:D
on thursday we had our dry run and then the day before we had to do preparations and all, then after that we had to clear up, edit the proposals, now we still gotta do the final draft, go shopping tomorrow and then have our other dry run on monday, and then meeting up in jan before the school starts.

i really wonder whether everything is worth it, because being in IPO comm has taken up so much of my time. its not that i don't enjoy it and all, i really think it is an honour:D all the responsibility put on us to do it well, to give our juniors a good start and to make a difference:D after all, the VIP is one big family:D its like why i wanted to be a PSL i guess, to be able to go through the whole experience and not only to grow as a leader but also to impact:D HAHAH. this reminds me of our super craze during PSL training over IMPACT and our group name and all:D HAHAHA. oh well, i know its worth it! it better be:D

i want to see smiles:D
hear laughter
and feel the joy in the air.

i want it to be a memory for them to hold close to their hearts:D
that'll make it all worth while:D

man. my phone isn't working on me again): i can't work my USB cable so i can't upload the photos from the dry run! O:
need bluetooth installed on my com soon!

okay okay. I NEED TO FOCUS. and start doing some work. as soon as i complete my build-a-lot 4:D HAHAHAH. tata


i miss the old times. i don't know why, but i suddenly started thinking. bring me back to cedar where we're donned in blue and grey:D

i don't know whats going on.
have yet to complete a single bit of homework unless you count physics,
everything is squashed into my tiny little head i'm trying to get a hold of myself.
and well, i just wanna lie down on my bed and sleep. let the time pass me by:D

haahaha. THIS IS WEIRD.
anyway, i watched DANCE SUBARU today:D hehehe.

its nice nice! though i totally spent my time crying quite a lot lot lot! hehehe.
anyway, so yeah, i was looking for like a photo of dance subaru and all, and then i found this blog! HAHAHAHAH. oddly cool yet scarily coincidental.

the person is dawn too:D check it out man!
http://dawniee.wordpress.com/2009/06/20/dance-subaru/

hahahhaa. yeap.

toodiess! gotta do some soul searching and relaxing and all. HAHA. not that i've actually been doing work, but oh well:D
hehehe. training and exco meeting tmr! EEK. i don't wanna leave my house:(


HANDSOME SUIT ♥

i watched it for dinner with win gor gor and darel gor gor and then daddy!
its really sweet i guess:D it really makes me think about how our society is so superficial, like everyone makes such a big "woohaa" about looks and the outward appearance, yet so little weightage is really put on the inside. whats in the heart is all that matters:D


"Sisters from another Mother"♥

hahaha. i don't know how to explain it but it was super funny! HAHAH. me and noorul were looking at some stuff at billabong, and then chloe suddenly went "sisters from another mo-therr~" HAHHA. in a super WEIRD manner! hahaha. we were like O: haha. then chloe started trying to say it in like other accents, that were well, super FAIL. haahahh:D

anyway, met me family at cityhall last thursday!:D
hehehe. we walked around raffles city and all, then we decided to go to macs! haha. had sudden craving:D:D:D yeap, so like we went, then like i can't rmb who was ordering, then we realised it was like 11.45. not yet 12! so don't have the mac value lunch! so we like NONO. then suddenly stand in front of the counter really stunned. hahaha. super paiseh. so we left and walked around again:D hahghaha. and went back at 12+ were i got my MC SPICY + SHAKER FRIES :D:D:D hahahaha. and then i found out that i have anti-shaker fries friends! how is it possible right? since its like so totally AWESOME:D

hahah. yeah, so then we set off to find "mind cafe" with well absolutely no knowledge of where it was otheer than knowing that it was on Purvis st which was well, duper unknown! hahaha. it was hard because we had no clue at all where it was or how it looked like but we knew it was near the national library so we set off looking for it! hahaha. asked so so so many people but we ended up like wondering all around town for like half an hour until we were like at one part of SMU and all tired then we decided to cab:) which was good i guess, since we realised that we were really really really far from it! O:

hahaha. we had the super funny taxi driver though who was like so shocked that noorul in particular hadn't been to the NLB that he keep saying, you should go! since you all haven't been there you should go! HAHAH. but we were determined to find mind cafe:D and then finally we went to ask this other taxi driver and we managed to find PURVIS st. :D:D:D

mind cafe is kinda tiny but i guess its very nice;D haha. everyone was playing board games (as expected) we went durinf happy hour so we had our free flow of drinks and then we played! wanted to play some super cheem art piece game thingo (a bit like modern art) but well, couldn't really understand the instructions ): hahah. so we played cluedo instead! hahaha. its FUNNNN:D

i loved all the cute little weapons and all. oh but the like whole person who draws the 8th clock will die thing was scary! HAHAHA. shirlene kinda died but we brought her back to life! hahaha:D

yeap, so after the game we lazed around a little and took photos! HAHAHA. we were like trying to squeeze into the little sofa, which was totally a terrible attempt because it was si uncomfortable! HAHAHA. my butt was utterly squashed. yeap then we took some photos and all, and it was TRAINING! so me and chloe had to leave): while noorul and shirlene got to stay and play "DIRTY MINDS" which they were so excited about! like seriously, the games name is dirty minds. HAHA. oh well, i wanna play RISK! :D

anyway, trianing was tough? not as bad as friday though. because friday was utterly utterly KILLER. haha. after training went for dinner with the guys! HAHA. i would have totally boarded my 55 man): but i geuss it was fun:D got home at about 10? yeap yeap.

hehehe. UBER FUN DAY:D i miss you guys loads!
oh and thank you chloe and noorul for your presents! hahah. had to individually unwrap all the little notes which was really sweet:D , but noorul,
DAVID ARCHULETA DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THAT.
hahaha. i would go and take a photo of the note to put here, but i'm too lazy to have to open up all of them just to find it so oh well:D

man i'm fed up): my phone connection is having problems again! ): have to wait for chloe then:D



I'M A FAILURE):



"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all to feed them all"

WEDNESDAY♥

hehehe. in the morning we had exco meeting to do like all the changes to the proposal! hahaha. and there was bryan making the fuss about how he missed his "chee yang" hahahaha. we were super lazy to really do much i guess! hahahaha. but we managed to discuss all the stuff and then, WE SLACKED:D

played with the youcam:D


the weird person is supposed to be chee yang O: HAHAHA.

DIE BRYAN. DIE. hehehehe.

after that i rushed home and got changed! hehe. met sam, mel, alex and tessa and we walked to her house! hahaha. right smack between eunos and kembangan.

TESSA'S HOUSE!♥
hahaha. so we went there, and it was like super huge! hhahaha. though there were like boxes everywhere! O: haha. cos she just shifted the day ago. but it was really nice! like loads and loads of furniture EVERYWHERE!

hahaha. we were really whacky taking photos at like her room and then the super cool and huge balcony! its like an AWESOME place to emo! yeap yeap:D no need to go to the rock at the beach anymore! hahah.

after that we had the barbeque teppanyaki style! hahaha. i was super super hungry cos i didn't eat lunch! hehehe. so i was a PIG:D hehehee. ate and ate and ate like everything:D hahaha. because like tessa's mum and aunty were really nice to keep offering us food! HEHE. we had the satays and then the chipoletas and like the CHICKEN WINGS:D awesome awesome awesome! hahaha. but mel was so mean ): she was like "how come everytime i look at you you're eating!" hahaa.

then after that we went to buy ice cream and then went up to the balcony to look at the stairs:D there was... erm, 1 star. hahahaha. but it was nice i guess! hahahaha. OH YA, that reminds me! i love ipod touches and iphones! hehehe. BLOWFISH is super duper duper cute:D


hehehe. after that the Wii:D hahahha. we played tennis! its a lot of fun really! hahaha. though the people look totally retardeed! hehe. seeing samantha play was the funniest thing ever cos she's so ACTION. hahaha. like the ball in the screen was quite low, so we went all the way to the ground and like fell, then she went so much forward that she kicked the box! HAHAHAHA. we were all laughing like mad and we had to keep out distance i guess:D

oh and boxing! hehehe. its tiring but super funny cos like the hand of the person like flies off his body! hahaha, tessa so power! :D hehehe. after that left! hehe:D so fun! :D

thanks friends for the AWESOME time:D man! i just realised we don't have a group photo):









WHEE♥

hahaha, its so odd because there's no training today:D
so, finally, ITS MY STAY AT HOME FOR THE WHOLE DAY DAY. and it feels really really really good:D hahaha. don't think i will survive training though! there's gonna be training like 4 times a week. from like wed-sat. DEAD ME x.x

HAHAHA. i must say i've been rather slack these days. going out and like staying home. but when i do, i end up playing like build-a-lot or watching movies or just wasting my time. its IP2 next year so i really really need to step it up! its like o levels without that much stress! but you know, i think we're seriously losing out! because like talking to everyone, all my friends are like busy doing exam papers, worksheets and practices and well, i'm doing NOTHING.

its good yet bad, but i really don't feel the stress! need to step up my game!
FOCUS DAWN FOCUS! :D you can do it!

anyway,
SLEEPOVER:D

hehehe. when to wen xin's house and then we met natasha down stairs and we had dinner!
haha. it was really funny to see like how much people actually found it weird to have food on the table and not to have anyone eat it.

haha. natasha was like fasting but she bought her hokien mee first so it was like left on the table till like 8.15 when she could break fast. then the uncle from the stall was like asking her how come she wouldn't eat it and like not nice arh? and he like said how to see his food on the table was very xin tong. hahaa. like 4 people all walked past, stared at the food and was like O: "吃,冷就不好吃了" super funny.

and after that we went to her house and well, just talked i guess:D hahaha. spent time doing chloe's present too! oh and we updated the time capsule:D



hahaha. we pulled an all nighter! :D hahaha. though wen xin dozed off half way through twilight!
hahah. it was about 6++ when we finished watching twilight! spent like a really long time trying to find somewhere we could watch it in high quality online cos i really cannot watch like pixalated images! O:

hhehehhe. i'm kinda won over? i think twilight is okayyyy:D aahhaha. i must admit my liking for robert pattingson has increased a little little bit! haha. he looks better in the movie then all the posters! in the posters he looks so _ _ _ _ but i will not say it cos its so MEAN. hahah. but me and natasha totally couldn't stand TAYLOR LAUTNER with long hair! it was a major EWWWWWWWWWWW.

hehe. okay then we went to sleep for a few hours and then went to TM for breakfast:D hehe. then we caught new moon! wen xin wishes to insist that its the suckiest movie ever but well, i don't think it was so bad! it was kinda nice i guess:D hahaha. though it is rather stupid because like they're just trying to make people watch it for the people. like bella has a cut on her head, and jacob, (TAYLOR LAUTNER) has to take out his shirt just to whipe the blood? we were like O: WHAT.

edit: OH OH OH. and one more thing, like because so many people like robert pattingson, they spent like super long camera time just spent on his walking towards bella...

hehehe. after that natasha had to leave for her classes and me and wen xin walked around t1:D its nice nice! hahaha. and we had POPEY'S:D okay, i think i totally spelt it wrongly! oh well. hahaha. natasha i know you're going to be jealous!:D

thanks dearies for the AWESOME day:D



then at night i watched 17 again with win gor gor! zac efron is so cool:D though i must say it was like totally uncomfortable like seeing him kiss the like how old lady. it was ODD. thats all i can say. hehehe:D but they totally spent so much time on zac efron showing off his skills. he can do like really cool stuff with the basketball! HAHA. ramesh has to learn from him man!